Diet so far

I have been working really hard on losing weight recently, not that I didn't before but I have stepped it up a notch. I don't want to be fat any more, when I go out with my friends I don't want to have a look at all the food I wish I could eat and then look at the salads section whilst all my friends can eat exactly what they want its just not fair. I want to be skinny (or normal sized) and eat whatever I want. I have joined a local gym and think that if I can go after work a couple of times a week it will really help but the only problem is whenever I have joined a gym in the past I have always got bored within the first couple of week usually because some super skinny comes and exercises next to me and I look red faced and fat and she looks glamourous and stunning - I almost die and look like I need medical assistances when I get off the machine and she steps off drinking evian and the men all look and stare. Its just not fair. So I am not feeling confident about the gym.

I have also looked in my diet, my friend works for a restaurant and when she comes homes she brings back the leftovers which is lovely but now I can see that this is not good for me. The leftovers were amazing and I will miss than more than you can imagine - but I need to be sensible NO more leftovers. I think that I need something that gives me a helping hand so I have been looking at slimming pills and think that I am going to start taking adios tablets and this should boost my weight loss. I will keep you updated.